i now know what it means when women who are pregnant after IF say they are waiting for the other shoe to drop. that is exactly how i feel.
every. single. cramp/bloat/twinge/ache/painflutter that is felt anywhere on my body means this pregnancy is ending. i have convinced myself the cramp in my calf is detrimental to baby. i have never had a miscarriage. or chemical pregnancy. or anything that would remotely put me at risk to lose this one, but i just can not get 100%/totally/completely/fully carefree about this.
beta 2 tomorrow, at 13dp5dt. i am hoping for a 5-digit hcg level.
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