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we transferred 2 little blasts in an uneventful ET. i was sooo dopey from the valium and distracted with my wild son who had to join us iin the conversation that i do not know if they gave us the official grading, but one was "great, perfect" and the other was simply "ok". they suggested we do the 2, so we agreed.

as of yesterday, it looks like we will not have anything to freeze although they will check again today/tomorrow. that is such a downer...out of 16 fertilized (even though they said 17 when they gave me fert report) only two actually made it?? oh well, i am really not hung up on it.

i am really, really, really, hopeful this works.

even though the mere thought of twins sends me into a near panic, i would (obviously) welcome that over a BFN.

and of course...the obsession with twinges/cramps/pain/gas/everything. i am 1dp5dt. i know i will not have symptoms today, but i really turn crazy during the TWW. like from the moment it begins.

and i planned not to POAS, but found a leftover test lurking in the back of the cabinet under our bathroom sink so now i must begin prepping myself not to test until at least 8dp. so that means tomorrow i guess. :) i am happy today.